Blue October — Its Just Me

I lost a piece of me in you I think I left it in your arms I forget the reasons I got scared But remember that I cared, quite a lot You see, but lately I've been on my own Yeah one, but one by choice You see, that's a first for me There's only me, yeah, there's only me And now I realize for once, it's just me It's just me It's just me, and I'll find a way to make it There's no one left to stop me Here I go, can we take it from the top? So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong Don't try to take this from me I'm already spent living half my life undone So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong Don't try to take this from me I've already spent my life living half undone I've been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again I've been finding out that I have what this world calls friends I've tried to push them all away They push me back and wanna stay And that's one good thing I have I'm gonna feel a peace in me I'm gonna feel at home I'm gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone I wanna feel a punch inside, my heartbeat on the floor I don't wanna hurt no more Yeah, it's just me It's just me, and I'll find a way to make it There's no one left to stop me Here I go, can we take it from the top? So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong Don't try to take her from me I've already spent my life living half undone So why so long? So sad, I wanna be strong Don't try to take her from me I've already spent my life living half undone It's me, the one who won before I used to smile, but don't no more I'm living just to watch it all go by