Blue October — Light You Up

I’m never gonna give up Remember what abuse did It’s time you look and face it As if you were in any way understood It always lowered me to downsize It always lowered my faith But it’s in the corner rising next to me It’s in the corner like an upstage I can't explain the way I feel inside I’m gonna light you up You can admit you’re poison Go run and hide, fuck you I’m gonna light you up I said I wouldn’t fail you It’s something sorry couldn’t sell you A slow rain like a time bomb It’s disconnected Only reach’s what I’d done wrong And in no way is it worth Losing everything I am, including these words Your heart in my hands I’m sick as all my secrets; that’s why this hurts ‘Cause they’ll put me in the crazy house Put me in a crazy farm And I’m never going to get back out And I’m never going to treat you wrong Get down to the earth with the people Get down to the earth in your bed That’s where I’m gonna go That’s where I’m gonna go up in my motherfucking head So tell you mom, tell your dad, tell your family That I’m beyond this unreasonable sinking ship ‘Cause I never took time Never took time, never took time To learn all about this thing we call our relationship I can’t explain the way I feel inside I’m gonna light you up You can admit you’re poison Go run and hide, so fuck you I’m gonna light you up I can’t explain the way I feel inside I wanna light you up You can admit that you’re poison Go run and hide May-be-be-because it’s a fuck you I wanna light you up I wanna light you up