Crystal Lewis — What A Fool I’ve Been

Lonely days gone by without you in my life Even though I try so hard, I do Don't forget what you learned along the way Talk to Him and keep Him close to you I’ve lived dangerously Not noticing at all what I quickly could Become so soon He is always there He's always been around You will see Him when you change your view What a fool I've been What a fool I’ve been Just to think that I Could live my life Like time is on my side I could not see through all the pain I caused I was lost for my sin blinded me We serve a great God For when we turn away He remains so faithfuly close to you What a fool I've been What a fool I'vе been Just to think that I Could live my life Like I would nеver die You were the one to take me back You take me as I am [rap] What a fool that I've been, thug livin', fightin', and sippin gin Playin' with girls emotions, drownin' in a pool of sin Hear the Lord keep knocking on my door, but I won’t let him in Sufferin’, broken hearted and searching for a friend Now my partner's doing 25 to life, nothin’ nice When your life is filled with all this pain and strife Messed up so many times, committed horrible crimes On my kness cryin' beggin' forgive me, Lord What a fool I've been What a fool I’ve been Just to think that I Could live my life Like I would never die Father forgive me for the life that I be livin' I know I been forgiven But why do I feel like I'm in prison Cause Lord, I know I did wrong, didn't wanna do right Shoulda been gone, but ya held on me so tight So never the less, I kept on runnin' from my problems So maybe Lordy I could solve 'em, but you know I couldn't But then I thought you'd leave me, but you wouldn't So Lordy, please believe me