Deleted Artist — Look Back

{Intro} (Uh, uh) (Woah, uh, uh) {Yeah, yeah} (Uh, uh, yeah) (Oh, oh, oh) (Woah, oh, oh) (Yeah, yeah, oh) {Chorus} When I look back on my past I realize that I've been through a lot I had traumatizing experiences Lost a lotta people in my life RIP to my Uncle Souleymane, Mama Madou & Papa Pierre Y'all were so innocent & kind-hearted I know y'all looking down on me and my family And I know even though y'all not here, y'all will always be proud of me (Cuz I know I got a great legacy ahead of me) {Verse 1} But for now, I'mma focus on the future I survived that trauma & misery Stupid family dramas, f*ck love & divorce I'll still remember your good deeds You were just tryna help the family I experienced abandonment of my father And the yelling & screaming from my mother The expectations I had to carry for being the number one son I just wish that I lived a better life than whatever that traumatized me Too much heartbreak & losses that I had to grieve I was a youngin' back then Didn't know why I went through that shit My cousins told me, "You gonna make it big" I'mma tryna achieve my goals Through hard work & determination I'm risin' to the top cuz of my dedication {Chorus} When I look back on my past I realize that I've been through a lot I had traumatizing experiences Lost a lotta people in my life RIP to my uncle Souleymane, Mama Madou & Papa Pierre Y'all were so innocent & kind-hearted I know y'all looking down on me and my family And I know even though y'all not here, y'all will always be proud of me (Cuz I know I got a great legacy ahead of me) {Verse 2} Too much losses & heartbreak that I had to face I wanna find my peace of mind Looking back on my past Tryna make friends, and not be a outcast I gained and lost friends But I still miss my old friends & my old life Things happen for a reason I gotta embrace my past Some days I feel good, and for other days I feel bad And I just want some space to think things through Stuck in the blues Nobody know what I been through So think 'fore you try to walk a mile in my shoes I had a lot of good & bad luck Y'all will always be in my heart forever I think of you every time {Chorus} When I look back on my past I realize that I've been through a lot I had traumatizing experiences Lost a lotta people in my life RIP to my Uncle Souleymane, Mama Madou & Papa Pierre Y'all were so innocent & kind-hearted I know y'all looking down on me and my family And I know even though y'all not here, y'all will always be proud of me (Cuz I know I got a great legacy ahead of me)