Demi Lovato — Sober Leviticuss Remix

I got no excuses For all of these goodbyes Call me when it's over 'Cause I'm dying inside Wake me when the shakes are gone And the cold sweats disappear Call me when it's over And myself has reappeared I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely How dare I go back to these drugs & my ways When I only had a roughed up couple of days All these years being sober I just blew it away I stare at my reflection looking blue in the face Quickly losing hope, Slowly losing my friends We've been down this road but we cruise it again I feel bad for my family that's watching me fall & now my ex co-workers when the boss of me calls I worked too hard to lose it all like this I'm flirting with the dark when I fall like this They say it's just a mental illness & it's all in your mind I'm dealing with chronic depression and I don't know why I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Isolated in seclusion, choosing to be selfish, thoughts of suicide every time that I felt this roaming all alone as I wonder where my help is God up in the throne why do I feel so helpless & lonely, you know me, so show me but please don't scold me I relapsed and it hurts the soul But you're like a loving Dad that is merciful Forgive me for the drugs I consume in this cell It's easier to do when I'm not doing too well I'm having Faith that you will not forsake me & bail & praying that you won't let Satan take me to Hell I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor To the ones who never left me We've been down this road before I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore I'm sorry to my future love For the man that left my bed For making love the way I saved for you inside my head And I'm sorry for the fans I lost Who watched me fall again I wanna be a role model But I'm only human I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely She's back in the fame but she lost her some fans Disappointed at the pain that she caused in the fam By going out with a bang like with pots & some pans With a stab to the vein that had to cost her some bands, man My prayers go to all the vixens that are struggling That face affliction with addictions that their Juggling With the thought their life is coming to a subtle end They look for love but it's the Devil that they're cuddling Yeah, it wasn't her intention to let go instead of holding on like extensions She became bitter from unforgiven offenses Which led to depression, rolling scrolling through her mentions I want to let you know that you're more than enough It doesn't matter what he said, I know you're tough It's embarrassing To you that you are here again But forgive yourself & then your vision will be clear again I'm sorry that I'm here again I promise I'll get help It wasn't my intention I'm sorry to myself