Hole — Letter To God

[Verse 1] Dear God I'm writing this letter to You 'Cause I don't have a clue Can You help me? [Verse 2] I'm sitting here Simply trying to figure out What my life's all about Can You tell me? [Chorus] I never wanted to be The person You see Can You tell me who I am? I always wanted to die But You kept me here alive Can You tell me who I am? [Verse 3] I lie awake Conducting this symphony That You have gifted to me But I can't ever sleep [Verse 4] Don't be mad But I get weak inside And I start to fall apart 'Cause I feel nothing [Chorus] I never wanted to be Some kind of comic relief Please show me who I am I've been tortured and scorned Since the day that I was born But I don't know who I am [Bridge] And I thank You, man, for everything I'm sorry I'm so frightened about all of it But I wish I could give You more And all the lights are shining down on me And I feel intimidated by it all [Outro] I never wanted to be The person You see But thank You Oh, God, please tell me now Are You disappointed? Are You proud? Haven't I done everything? Everything? I'm so sorry I'm so weak And I've turned into a freak But I don't know anything, anything I've lost all self-esteem By burying everything And I feel nothing, nothing Oh, God, please tell me now Oh, God, please tell me now 'Cause I feel nothing And dear God I'm writing this letter to You I am coming unglued Please help me