JayCoBay — 28B / somewhere else

[28B] - [part 1] [Verse 1] I miss when you used to feel like my best friend Only jealous cause he got your attention I’m falling short on me, and my direction I don’t give you enough, not enough affection I wanna make you laugh that way again Everyday living in fear this ends Showed me new frequencies, different blends Same beat and tune; alone with my regrets All of my thoughts will make time freeze in place It all fades away when I see your face I could be rеplaced, -so Easily, alright if I hide my pain Said you werе the last option on a piece It’s okay, in your mind, hope I’ll remain You took more than I’ve dealt, got no payslip No emotions now unless you come my way [Chorus 1] And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -All I make feels like mistakes And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -felt good the other day [Verse 2] I still can’t accept it on this hill I’m on Just got over the climax and I’m exhausted Everyday I can’t cook and clean; my mind’s gone Motivation’s my keys and I’ve seemed to lost them Times a river and i can’t swim like this Im drowning, about to lose oxygen Feel there’s no more space for the two of us I’ll leave if you want and I’ll wait on it Eyes and ears only meant for you Know I’m not the best, love you like a wreck I don’t have anything to prove Always think I’m not as good as the rest I could see the shift in your kaleidoscope When I’m in these walls I can’t even breathe See your body, emotions are a no-show I’m on the outside of yours feel unseen [Chorus 1] And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -All I make feels like mistakes And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -felt good the other day [Bridge] -what do I do without you? What do I do without you? I have no value A piece ima lose (And the sun will set) -what do I do without you? What do I do without you? I have no value, ooh-ooh A piece ima lose [Verse 3] Drinking every so often, feeling guilty All of this pressure on my head could kill me I could sleep fine if i know you’re with me All i know is that you’re the one that built me [Verse 4] Cuts on the artwork your mother gave me Fifteen or so lines on because of me Dial back when it happens, i hate it I promised i’d make a space for your peace [Chorus 2] And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -when you rain it’s an earthquake And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -felt better yesterday [Verse 5] My life fell apart so beautifully, for you I could never feel like enough in here All the times I’ll feel like I’m so ugly Inside and out, reflection on your chi I don’t ever know what to say, (okay) Only ever if you’re out of my way All of these shades on my heart; rainbow stains I know all your voice patterns; so don’t say All I ever wanted was to see you happy And all that you needed from me was new changes The only thing I’ve felt change was my heart breaking Best thing I did was look after you when I could I got debts on me, red X’s and O’s You sound interested; hide my green glow Spent time and money to make time go slow Catching up to me; watch me ignite gold [Chorus 1] And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -All I make feels like mistakes And I’ll- look, the other way The other way, (oh) the other way (The other way) -I can’t help but stay -felt good the other day / [somewhere else] - [part 2] / [verse 1] You make me feel like I’m lesser I just think you deserve better You said I’m the best; don’t lie I know you more than you might [Verse 2] The way you look at me at night It makes me feel like nothing’s right I wish I could show you my mind All I wanna see is you smile [Hook 1] And you said you felt bad to wanna I don’t know why you would have bothered I can’t be who you could trust Take my breath and I’m underwater Sometimes I think it’s fucked up Tried to prove somebody wrong That all we needed was love Turns out it was me who was [Verse 3] Hearing you laugh makes me cry And I still can’t explain why All of this emphasize my mind Stretch out all of my bad nights I can’t sleep; overthinking About you, about you, crazy about— You, when you would be sleeping Every single day; head’s hazy [Hook 2] Homeless and you wanna fuck I don’t know why you would have bothered I can’t be who you could trust Take my breath and I’m underwater Sometimes I think it’s fucked up Tried to prove somebody wrong That all we needed was love Turns out it was me who was [Hook 3] Looks like looking somewhere else One time, looked into myself Lost sight of you and I’m alone Scared to admit I need help [Verse 4] And I hate my day jobs Leave you alone and I’m drained Re-confirm my bad thoughts, (uh, uh) Needed you after today I’m not waiting after this Maybe find a life to live Hurt me more than your dad’s hits I’ll beat myself more than it [Hook 3] Looks like looking somewhere else I have to so you won’t tell Lost sight of you and I’m alone Scared to admit I need help [Hook 3] Looks like looking somewhere else I don’t believe in myself See 6 more of you, it’s loud Scared to admit I need help [Hook 1] And you said you felt bad to wanna I don’t know why you would have bothered I can’t be who you could trust Take my breath and I’m underwater Sometimes I think it’s fucked up Tried to prove somebody wrong That all we needed was love Turns out it was me who was [Outro] -baby Want you to call me your baby It’d be okay if you hate me Think of you hundred times daily Unconventional movements I hate that I’m used to it Everything changed and it bruised me; With you I felt human, truly I was too vulnerable I was way too honest I lost pieces of me so Now I’m back where I used to be