Joyner Lucas — Money And Drugs

[Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas] I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind I try to run, I try to hide But they still come back every night Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind [Verse 1: Joyner Lucas] And I don't even wanna think of my bed now Nightmares on my head now Everytime that I walk got my head down (Uh) Everyone that I love got me let down (Yeah) I just wanna be alone but I'm at shore I just want peace, really not war Maybe I just want you so I'm not bored (Yeah) Maybe I don't wanna lose and I want more [Pre-Chorus: Joyner Lucas] And I'm sick of hidin' from all the jealousy (Woo) I'm really tired of your negativity (Yeah) I pray to God that I find a remedy To show me what's really missin', I know your identity And know your bad energy (Yeah) Disturbin' my inner peace (Yeah) All your fake love and your empathy (Yeah) I'm starin' at the mirror, tryna look and see Where I went wrong, maybe this is not meant for me Monsters really got it for me [Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas] I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind I try to run, I try to hide But they still come back every night Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind [Verse 2: Joyner Lucas] And they told me I been livin' in my own head (Woo) I don't know where to go next (Yeah) I lost a lot of family and close friends Some still livin' and most dead Just because I got money and I'm so blessed (Blessed) Niggas treat me like all funny like I owe them somethin' like They was out hustlin' in the cold with me, sellin' mixtapes Never knew when I'd be home next (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus: Joyner Lucas] And I'm sick of hidin' from all the jealousy (Woo) I'm really tired of your negativity (Yeah) I pray to God that I find a remedy To show me what's really missin', I know your identity And know your bad energy (Yeah) Disturbin' my inner peace (Yeah) All your fake love and your empathy (Yeah) I'm starin' at the mirror, tryna look and see Where I went wrong, maybe this is not meant for me Monsters really got it for me [Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas] I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind I try to run, I try to hide But they still come back every night Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind [Verse 3: Joyner Lucas] They hidin' under my bed And they gon' wait 'til I shut off my lights They wanna come for my head Tryna make sure I got nothin' tonight You push me over the edge Tryna disguise yourself as someone that I like 'Cause I know I won't let you up under my covers I sit with the angels, who come from the sky You put dirt on my name, I put mud on my face Ain't nothin' you can say, you got nothin' on me I care less how you feel, motherfuck how you think Fuck your attitude, you ain't NWA I'm just hopin' that you don't bring trouble my way All you good for is drama and causin' me problems And I'll do without you, yeah I'm fine without you 'Cause you just a monster and you just a [?] And you God damn [?], you dead to me dead And forever and ever, don't call me whenever Don't reach out to me, I don't wanna talk to you Like ever again, you were never my friend or my family neither I see you in my nightmares and no I don't like it Hope I never see you again in my life and if I throw a party know you ain't invited at all [Outro: Songstress & Joyner Lucas] Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters (You ain't invited at all) Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters I see these monsters all the time They show me bad things in my mind