Just Viz — Depression Pt.2

Run off* Just viz- i just want it to go away Counselor- what go away Just viz- this depression i just want to be normal again Counselor- well your going to have to vent Just viz- okay (verse) 1 Some days I’m tired and sick of my life Depression and saddest it ain’t gonna hide Anxiety’s in back and enjoying its ride Inside of my body so Ima disquize I wish I could go on feel like I’m here But sometimes I don’t feel like I’m real Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in a dream on repeat and I’m cold to my feet and don’t know what to feel In the middle of nights I wake up and sweat I bottle the tears and drown in its regret I wish I could get all the weight off my chest With school they be shoving these tests down my neck I get it that I’m not the best But even if I try it all ends in a mess But in with this music I feel like I’m blessed But I’m scared to show talent it all ends in distress I wish I could push all these comments away It all end with us yelling and grades in my face Why don’t you drop music and focus on A’s I’m not gonna do that I’m not gonna change I can't do it now I’m to in it to stop I’m seeing my dreams looking down from the top I only come down when I put on my socks Look up to the gods and pray that I stay Run off pt 2* Just viz- i just wanna get better Counselor- well heres these pills Justviz- what , no Counselor- yes they will help Just viz- no , no no....... (verse) 2 Look that’s why I came to you first You give me the pills and expect them to work That’s why I’m here it made everything worst That’s why I’m sad and my life’s in a blur It isn’t a cure It quit spreading bullshit that’s all fucking lies Your messing with families and ruining life’s Some of the side effects are suicide And I don’t wanna die Why would I take all them meds to feel lesser I only came to you so I could feel better If that is the case I’m ended this session If this didn’t help then why would a weapon I just to learn to cope with my mind Cope with the demon inside Make him friend so I can live my life without ended and saying goodbye *gun shot*