Kodak Black — My Cousin

[Intro] My cousin just text me and shit (Yeah Free BG, rest in peace Soulja Slim) He said, "I just got wet up sitting in my car this morning Cuzzo I got hit one time but I'm good though (free all my Sniper Gang niggas), just letting you know before these niggas kill me I love you to death and forever. Let me live on as a real sniper [Chorus] My cousin just got hit up today, I wanna slide though Even though I'm on house arrest, I wanna ride though But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though [Verse 1] I'm in the studio right now, I'm on album mode I wanna get suited up and tooted up on sniper mode Every time a nigga get focused, it be some fuck shit It throw me off my pivot and make me get on my thug shit Last year my cousin got hit up and got kidnapped I wasn't even there but you know a nigga handle that Hit him up again this year and I ain't feeling that I'm throwed right now cause I don't know where my feelings at I don't know if I wanna rap or want to pop a cap But I know you niggas want to see me go right back But this sniper gang shit in me, I'm living like that You niggas about to make me relapse, I'm feeling like that [Chorus] My cousin just got hit up today, I wanna slide though Even though I'm on house arrest, I wanna ride though But I go to prison I know my mama'll cry though He told me I'm just telling you I love you before I die though [Verse 2] Soldier-like mentality, going through these tragedies Don't wanna see me happily, rather see me raggedy They don't wanna see me get a bag, they wanna bag a G But I go on a clappin' spree and murk ya whole family I guess a nigga kept it too real, that's why they mad at me Sitting back thinking right now, I'm smoking Grabba Leaf Nigga went from wearing baggy jeans to dressing casually From being on the newspapers, now I'm on magazines I'm chopping it up with Master P, told me keep God first We doing venues now, selling out concerts I'm trying to keep a tunnel vision, trying to see it his way But I got blood in my eyes, I'm tired of seeing this way I can't even sleep skraight, even on the Tempurpedic Why I'm still going through it? Why I'm still fighting demons? Niggas call you pussy when you focused and avoiding shit We getting this money for no reason, nigga trying to enjoy this shit I got a lil' boy and shit, and I don't wanna leave dude Cause they'll trick him like they did me, that's what these skreets do Niggas out here playing gangsta and playing police too I seen the paperwork and that's why they don't kick it like we do That's the same reason you couldn't come home to seafood Been moving funny but a nigga just couldn't read you Beat was been over with, looped it cause I love this beat Looting for my cousin and my niggas who in custody I'm feeling like its my fault, feel like it's because of me Was tryna soak the industry, I already thugged the streets Did my thing a couple nights, I already earned my stripes Deeper than rap, they fucking with me cause I'm about that life You know I'm head first, Big Cuz, that's why you called me man But if I go to jail again, my mama she gone wash her hands I'm innovating how to play it but it's still a slim chance Cause you will sink in the sand in the game without a plan [Outro] Aye I swear to God cuz when you called me dog And you told me that shit dog I said fuck everything House arrest whatever, you know what I'm saying? I went to looking for my AR I couldn't find it you know what I'm saying You know I fuck with them AR's and shit Dracos too heavy and shit Draco's get too hot That AR got the coolin' center, the heat sensor, know what I'm saying with the scope with the crosshair And shit I guess it wasn't meant, dog