Monolyth & Beanpole Records — Life Is Not Alright

[Intro: Zachy BeanPole] It’s your BeanPole And Billie [Verse 1: Zachy BeanPole] Lately, I feel so alone Don’t even know why I have a phone Nobody hits me up and I’m stuck, never had somebody that I call my own It’s lonely walking down this road Fake friends that I didn’t have to know The same ones that f*cked me over and whenever I need them and they just turn ghost I feel I’m at an all-time-low I’m depressed and it hurts me to know My ex is happy and I can’t seem to cope She’s ignoring every text message I wrote My anxiety’s hight, my medication’s low I am so stressed and I hate being home I sit and overthink everything alone I wish I had somebody to hold, da*n [Chorus: Billie Eilish] I know life is not alright I know it is so messed up But just tell me this once why the world is goin’ slow Like the world is trying, but they’ll never know [Verse 2: Zachy BeanPole] I’m sick and tired of putting up a front Like I’m happy, but really, I am in a slump I try to stay strong, screaming, “I don’t give a f*ck!” But if anybody would give it, then I’m the one I wanna put down my walls and open up I hide behind this rapper I’ve become Addicted to bein’ accepted’s like a drug No one’s here, I feel like I’m ready to plunge I remember you said my music was wack Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act They said the image and the drive is what I lack Made me think, Maybe I could never be a part of rap Well, I ignored that, I said, “F*ck it,” and snapped Over twenty million plays, where my haters at? I didn't need a label to give me a chance The day I sell out an arena, I'll feel like a man Buzzin' hard, but define nothing Never found someone who really loves me People coming around now cuz I'm getting money A few plays later, now they all see something The same guy that is from the start The same guy my ex left with a broken heart The same guy who turned his music into his art The same seven-year-old who dreamed of being a star I'm now eighteen, and I won't let myself down I stood up right after I fell down It's hard to see heaven when you know you're Hell bound I never really opened up and that's until now I hope that I never lose you If I could choose one person, I would choose you I hope you understand my pain Cuz that's something that we all gotta go through [Chorus: Billie Eilish] I know life is not alright I know it is so messed up But just tell me this once why the world is goin’ slow Like the world is trying, but they’ll never know [Bridge: Zachy BeanPole] I hate being down this road Been down before I feel like I need you more I’m so alone Since I was seven years old My future’s all I’d imagine And now I’m here and I look back, screamin’, “Da*n it!” This the life, I never planned No I never planned it Never thought that it would be like this I never planned it Never imagined the fame like this I never planned it This world is gonna turn to stone That, I’m plannin’ That, I'm plannin' [Chorus: Billie Eilish] I know life is not alright I know it is so messed up But just tell me this once why the world is goin’ slow Like the world is trying, but they’ll never know [Outro: Zachy BeanPole] Accept this as a message If you ever feeling down Turn to this song It will tell you that you’re not alone