Rick Springfield — Suicide Manifesto

[Verse 1] I woke up so damned depressed, there's a handgun in the drawer I'm kinda feeling dark again, found a hangman by my door It's another black dark morning, I can't take many more There's nothing here worth fighting for Mama used to worry, "Son, take care of your mental health" Don't remember where I left it, picking dust up on the shelf God waits for me on the other side, at least that's what I tell myself I've got nothing here worth staying for [Chorus 1] I aspired to something greatеr What I expected, I don't know I usеd to be a fighter Now I'm just a victim of the ebb and flow Lookin' forward to the silence, when I cut my radio As I kneel down broken on the floor [Verse 1] The voice in my car stereo says the road is gonna drop There's a dead end sign in front of me, manned by a godless cop It gets so bad sometimes, I just want it all to stop There's nothing here worth living for [Chorus 2] I'm kneeling to the stronger force, bracing for the blow I see the traces of a fire, that burned out long ago I packed my bags I'm ready, for the great last picture show It's nationwide not suicide manifesto