Slick Rick — Sick

[Verse 1] I'm so God damn sick of not living up to expectations My stomach's in a knot I think about the distance I've come an awful lot And I don't really have too much to say about my spot I'm caught up in the chase after everything I want With no progress, I'm out of reach and out of touch with reality I think they mad at me My, focus is salary Their, focus anatomy They worried about the calories I eat They worried about gravity, I leap I've been jumping off the balcony This a different side to me I've changed for the better I plan to take reign but the weather is brisk I feel sick! They telling me I'll never forget what I did But I don't really plan to My success isn't circumstantial I'm moving for the plate But this weight has been heavy like an anvil I've been at a stand still [Hook] I don't even know if I'm okay... [Verse 2] It's been two years since I left And honestly I meant no disrespect But I obviously haven't even learned who I am And yet take a look at what everybody expects I'm sick! But pretend I'm in perfect health That's the problem I guess I focused on the wrong things My art is a way to help me But this isn't really healthy... I'm just tryna vent Cold air through my window I've been running from my past since the intro I'm just looking for some justice, wins low And the losses getting loud, crescendo I don't, even, hear the, crowd I have been drowned in my mental And they don't even listen in the first place So I guess I'll just fade away Invisible, worst case (Fuck) [Outro]