SoLonely — IF I DIE

[Intro] I'ma mind my own business Fuck my feelings [Chorus] And I’m sad and she sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) [Verse 1] And god damn (God damn) I don't wanna write no list I don't wanna fuck my wrist, god damn (God damn) Took it all the way Took it all the way It goes away Then it comes back again Damn, I’ma guess you lost another friend (another) Talking about it like it's a god damn choice (it ain't a choice) Keep on fucking talking I'ma shut your voice 'Cause I rock designer, don't mean I'm Gucci You would know if you fucking knew me She said, "Let them talk, it goes right through me" I don't know if she said that truly [Bridge] Hello, you don’t gotta lie And I know it’s hard sometimes How can they think that we don't try Even though we tell them [Chorus] And I’m sad and she sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) And I'm sad and she sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) [Verse 2] And I tip-toe back to the darkness I don't want this What the fuck is it you not get? I don't really wanna talk it out (Yeah) I just really wanna walk it out I’ma mind my own business But my feelings slowly killing They be drilling into my head You don't wanna come and see it, you don't [Bridge] I used to say that I was blessed But now I feel like I'm possessed To live my life, I think it's over Yeah, yeah [Chorus] And I'm sad and she sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?) And I'm sad and she sad too If I die then I had to My life is turned upside-down, like why?