Suicidal Tendencies — How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Heavy Emotion Version

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down (Crumbling down) I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall (Against the wall) It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain, the same with my pain Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; (Goes over my head) Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I… The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change (Seems to change) Problems never solved, just rearranged And then I think about all the times that I've had (That I've had) Some were good… I search for personality. I look for things I couldn't see Peace and love flash through my mind but - pain and hate is all I ever would find Find no hope in nothing new and I never ever had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony; through my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears? And if I'm gonna die, Lord please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow, Well I just want to say; How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today You think something's funny... If you wanna laugh... why don't you laugh at this? So when I look outside my room I see the world, but not the reason What is done to me is not fair You call it fair I call it treason But I know not what to do Give me a sign I'll take whatever But if you want me here I am Ain't gonna die forever And I tried to hold ya But you just turned away And I tried to tell ya But not a word I say I cried out so loudly But you just covered your ears I gave you all the signs But you ignored my tears So if you want me here I am I sit here waiting for your decision But my body fights my mind I headed straight for a collision So am I getting near or am I still Looking in all the wrong places But the only thing that seems to change Are the looks on the faces... And I try to hold ya And I try to tell ya And I gotta… And I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta Gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I) How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I) How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I) How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I) When I can't even smile Can't even smile I can't even smile today When I can't even smile Can't even smile I can't even – I can't even smile today Smile today But I can't even smile How will I laugh tomorrow? Doesn't anyone...It seems like no one cares at all Doesn't anyone even care at all It seems like no one cares at all Doesn't anyone even care at all It seems like no one cares at all How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? When I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today Today (today) today; when I can't even smile today