Unknown Artist — Sober

[Verse 1:] I hate opening my eyes in the morning Plus life without you is really fucking boring Five minutes and I already have a migraine So I light a bowl to numb the pain of your name If I have another dream about seeing your face If I hold your hand again, it fills me up with grace Forever in my heart you will hold a special place You were everything I ever wanted but now you’re gone without a trace Even when we first met, I felt I knew you in an instant You outline my heart and made me feel so different Different in a sense that I had somebody finally who would listen And that I really change the world with what I’m spitting See I’m trying to hold on tight as this world goes colder But I only see darkness everyday I grow older I don’t think a night goes by where I am sober I just can’t believe our love is over… shit [Interlude:] [Verse 2:] I wish I would’ve caught the signs and saw what you were doing Your whole life was corroding but I never knew it Every time somebody brings you up, I fucking lose it And it shatters my heart a little more now when I write music And I’m so fucking sorry that I wasn’t there to catch you I scream up at the sky because I’m pissed I couldn’t save you Our memories play through my head the same way that they were captured I should’ve told you just how much you matter So I listen on repeat our melody on piano but it crushed me I’m so sorry that couldn’t trust me To save you at your downfall but isn’t that kinda funny? You were the only one to catch me when I fucked things Up, but now I hold some secrets that I wish I told Now I need to find another hand to hold When you took your life you also took my soul My mind shattered the moment I heard that casket close… I’m sorry