ddity — No Reason To Try

It’s exhausting pretending that I’m fine All I’ve wanted for 6 months is to die But I can't eat, I can't sleep, I just can't find A way to say ”I’m doing great” that isn’t a lie It’s so hard to get out of bed every say I work so hard but I never get paid When I’m home all I do is cry and try not to say “Ive had enough, I’ve had enough, this is my last day” Why can't I find a way to make it through this life? Why are the reasons for living so hard to find? Coach is saying “get up” but I’ve already lost the fight For the love of God, just let me die Let me die and Rest In Peacе I don't need you to tell me what to do Don’t tell mе how to feel or how to act If you arent here to help, I don't need you My friends are gone, my family hates me My sister never wants to see me again Why can’t I find a reason for trying Every day is worst than the last, damn I don't care about my money, or the things I buy Not my clothes, or my phone, or my games, or my bike My videos stop being fun to make My fans say I’m great but I know that’s a lie When it’s my time to go I won't run or hide I’ll welcome the reaper with open arms And let him know that I tried It’s time to let me go It’s time to say goodbye There’s no reason to go on There’s no reason to try