slowthai — ADHD Apple Music Home Session

[Intro] One, two, three, four [Verse 1] Sick as a pig, can you help? Tryna get a grip, fingers slip then I melt Sittin' in a pit, only me and myself I can't deal with the screams, only screamin' at myself Tryna protect so I project Deflect and they call it self-defense Feel the pressure and we all got our reasons Smile on the out, but inside I keep bleedin' Fun and games 'til you gotta take the blame And I said it was me 'cause I'd do it for my mates Then again, would they say the same? And it's all tongue-in-cheek, tryna sweep out thе fakes Love nevеr felt real, the wheels won't brake They can't see the tears through the raindrops Tough lad and I always put a face on Told me already that leopards don't change spots [Chorus] Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision [Verse 2] Overthink, sink in my seat Eat, sleep, repeat, what you know about T? Smoke weed only way I fall asleep Same routine, drink 'til I can't speak Slave to the progress I obsess 'cause I ain't got control yet I'm tryna fly but my wings feel broken An eagle encaged in a closure Lowest of lows, decomposing, I'm sober, loner I can't be alone, why I always pick the phone up? I beg you pick the phone up Yeah, I beg you pick the phone up [Chorus] Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision Sad songs, a sickness The passenger, always been a witness Excalibur, incision Goodbye is my only decision [Verse 3] Feed my deficit, life I'm yet to live Ain't no S&M, I just shake my head You can't be my friend, living and I'm dead Caught in Charlotte's Web, I can't feel myself Mind complexity be the death of me Heavy weaponry at my melon, squeezed I got tendencies, psycho tendencies Touch me tenderly, Heaven, let me in I think you got amnesia And this stress soon to give me alopecia And I'm vexed tryna smile like Mona Lisa Fail to exit like I ain't got a visa, mwah